No money this week. We cannot seem to be able to get ahead on anything. I need a job, it’s not about my wanting one, it’s that i NEED one now. as shitty as it might be, as long as it gets cash flow in this damn place, i’ll take it. I can always look for a better one while i’m working, right?
Steve gets paid today, but it’s got to go for house payment – almost all of it. That’ll leave us no money for anything else. Food, gas… other bills. Our cell phones are off now. Paperweights for the moment. Maybe i can call them and see if they’ll turn them back on until i can pay them next week. They might want SOMETHING though, and I don’t have something to give them, i may just be screwed for the week. Ugh! I hate that because we’ll be gone and the kids might need to get ahold of us. However – it’ll be nice if they can’t… lol. It’s never an emergency, it’s always stupid “can i have popcorn” reasons.
I’ve been sick. Still fighting off these lingering effects of the bad cold i had a few weeks ago. The play is coming soon. Me and my whole ONE performance. Lots of family coming that day though. Woot.
For those of you who have jobs and money and no kids and great places to live and exciting lives. Be effing greatful. So many people bitch about their lives when they don’t realize what the rest of us are going through. Wait until the real world hits you after you’ve had your children and gotten laid off for whatever reason and bought your big expensive house and cars and your kids extracurricular activities that they want you to pay for. And god forbid you have girls… I just want it to be easy for a minute is all… just for a minute. Then again, if you have a boy… he’ll make you crazy just by ignoring anything you say because the tv is on. Miss the bus and not have a way to school because your second vehical needs work and you cannot drive him.
My head hurts. I should avoid the doctor today.
